10.30.2006
3:50 PM
i had to split it into 2 cause i am having problems with publishing a long blog.
i have alot of shit to say apparently..
humph..
u may think I’m naïve but, i truly believe in fairy tales, sigh..
okay, so I know its just a show, but I mean, its cheating people of their feelings,
blah blah blah, I can go on rambling but no one really cares,
just that a lot of stuff have been bugging me.
Mostly old stuff that has been haunting me,
now that school is over I wish I could still see all my classmates..
and I need to know what’s wrong with g,
What ever did happen between us? Who’s fault is it? Why did she change?
Does she want to salvage this friendship? Can we move on?
Is it over?
Who can answer all my questions? Sigh.
I want to ask her, I need to know, I seriously need to know before school reopens again..
i guess I’m just waiting for the right time to ask..
if I could turn back time, there’s so many things I would change.. but it has already happened.. there would be no point to talk about what might have been.
While I lament about everything
You will live your life
As if I never existed
And I will disappear
If you give me reason to.
But I have the people I love around me, that’s enough.
[muffs] [ghost]