11.06.2006
11:49 AM
Thanks to my Muffs and all my friends for encouraging me through this tough time..i really appreciated it..
Note: If you are Sharolyn i think you would not be interested in whatever im gonna type now..And in response to your last post..i still feel that we can all be a Big happy family of friends..i know you dont feel the way i feel cause you were the one hurt..i just want all of us to be friends..I know im asking too much..
NOW would be a good time to get people to cry me a river..
The paper was rather tough..though the first question was really stupid..
Im sure my parents are gonna shoot me if i dont get an A1..
now all i have to do is get 85% for my paper 2 in order to get like an A1 or A2..
I HOPE..
Finger's Crossed..
but than again..
I only have to a certain extent of control in doing my paper well..
I mean I can only do my best..
I remember Gwen telling me..
'Do your best..and God will do the rest!'
I have tried my best..nothing else i can do..
Than Gwen sms me this morning with a phrase from the bible
Proverb 3:5-6
'Trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths.'
That really made me think..
I mean..
I can study my ass off for every single subject but at the end of the day..
God will decide whatever that will come my way..
I am His creation..and i shall let Him mould me..and guide me..
suddenly thinking of the song..'Potters Hand'..haha
Anyways..im determined to work hard for my paper 2..
but i need to get some Z's first..
Im gonna do the best of my very best for paper 2!
yup.yup.yup
Oh ya..my sis is coming back from australia this sunday!..
yeah!..im gonna get me my Wonka bars!..
[cupps][lil frog]