1.14.2007
10:10 PM
So, here goes, my RANTING and RAVING about my life's IMPERFECTIONS.
I apologise for the long awaited blog post of mine.
I’ve just been too busy and caught up with life to find time to blog.
Perhaps its because my blog post are usually made up of so many long words and boring stuff which are exceptionally long most of the time, I got too fed up to think of new ways to get you people out there to come read my blog postings.
I gave up. But due to many requests, I’m here yet again to bestow on you guys a long blog from me.
Yours truly.
Life has basically been a hectic mess for me, with school and some small minor details that I had to deal with. Gosh. I pretty much have no life now.
But I’m still am becoming a good stalker, following the foot steps of my friends Elaine and Simin, two of my craziest stalker friends. When I say stalker, I don’t mean in literally, like following a person all around Singapore. Nope, that would be dumb. I mean tracking somebody down and digging up shit about that person. This time I’ve been doing it for Justina, the dirty laundry on the guy she likes. Mwhahaha. This would probably be the only interesting highlight of my week. Maybe its because I have been influenced by my stalker friends. I deduce that I have good stalking skills and will continue to do stalking for myself and for the good of my friends.
(Insert Evil Laugh)
Now on to talking about my week, I went to my Bro’s house this weekend, played Call Of Duty on his Xbox360, its this War game, where you go around with your squad killing enemies. Its a First player shooting game (I think that is what its called), really FUN game. All the blood oozing out and the mindless shooting and killing. Something which only I can enjoy doing but which my friends totally don’t get. Go figure.
School, I guess it has been fun seeing all my friends again, however, nothing drastic has changed. *coughs* besides Izuhana’s decision to drastically change her first impression. But who am I to judge her. I mean no offence to her whatsoever. Its been fun being back in class with Kai Hui, Jia Kang and gang with their various antiques to drive the teacher up the roof. No no, sky.
Laughs. Besides the discipline system being more screwed up I do not think that much has changed.
I’ve got many closures for last year, many should have ended the way it did, in some ways I made myself believe that it was for the best. I made myself believe a lot of things, deceiving myself, that it was the way I wanted it to be and I slowly accepted it like it was and I made myself happy. Contented to be more precise. Things that have been done cannot be changed, the time that has passed cannot be returned. No regrets, never to look back, just memories and lessons. After I have accepted everything, I will wake up and feel truly inspired and contented.
I ended last year with my vacation to Germany and my Movie Marathon. All my friends (except Elaine who could not make it) who I treasured were there and then I was happy, no lies to myself, seeing everybody there, enjoying themselves, everything worked out the way it had, the way I hoped it would be. I was contented. That summed up my year 2006. I shall elaborate more perhaps the next time.
-As emotions stir-
-And tears flow-
-My life is written-
-Without its secrets-
-This is Sharolyn as you know her.-
-Roaming freely like a Ghost.-
-Picking up the pieces of her life like picking up muffin crumbs dropped.-