3.04.2007
4:23 PM
Wondering where you could be
Knowing that I don’t flash by your memory
I would shout on the peak of a mountain
But you would never hear it
Maybe if we were closer
Than I would mean something more
Now all I can do is blame myself
All along I knew it was my decision
But it never did occur how much it hurt when you left
I was mentally prepared but never emotionally
So while I’m here typing stuff you’ll never read
All I have to say is
Justina it is your fault that you feel the way that you do
It was always in your hands but you let it slip away
So what if you had the guts to ask for a number
You never dared to call or message
Your friends told you to take a chance
But you never did because it wasn’t you
Justina you lost him, being you
But wait,
I couldn’t lose something I never had in the first place
Just move along with life
I know that I will smile again; somehow, someway