12.25.2007
1:20 AM
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
So I didn't go for midnight mass this year. Save me the misery, plus the tears. I told myself I wouldn't shead a tear this year, even if I saw him, cause im so over him. Than 2 seconds before laying my head down, a text came. Somehow, its difficult for me to erase how he used to be. That image stuck in my head. And honestly, I didn't forsee how BIG his change was. My life this year, has been fine without him. And I guess he feels the same way too. So Justina, its bout time you finally, FINALLY, FINALLY, get over him.
Yesterday, I told myself I was the source of my own happiness.
[X is the shape I drew through his face in PERMANENT MARKER]
[ok, I still love you, as a friend]
[Denial]