1.31.2008
2:51 AM
This post is purely for writing purposes, to make sure I haven’t lost my touch.
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Most people may find it odd how I would want to be a Journalist and yet not want to update my blog often. Since I love writing and supposedly have a passion for it. It’s probably because I have such a boring life that I don’t want people to know what is going on. Or maybe it’s because I don’t like to talk about myself all that much, wait, actually I do.
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Not to say that I’ve been hiding within four walls all this time, but some of the things I do, I feel are just not worth blogging about. I have thought about blogging about various things once in a while, but time seems to always slip by me, and after awhile, I just lack the interest to want to blog about it. Though when I actually get the chance to blog, you guys can probably see the effort I put in each of them. As you know, I’m not the sort that does short posts. Perhaps I always have too much to say, I have to admit, I’ve never been good at being clear and concise.
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This past few months for me have probably been a few months of my life wasted. Not to say I regret not trying to find a job, I’m actually the sort that enjoy doing nothing, unlike most of my friends who have been working hard at their jobs. I was probably too picky in the first place, maybe if I had tried harder in the first place at looking for a job, I would have gotten one. Let’s not talk about what could have been, I’m sure if we had the chance, all of us would want to change something we had done in our lives. However, there’s still time to find a job, since school doesn’t start anytime soon. Though, that will only apply if I actually get into the course I chose.
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True to say, I haven’t been talking to much of my ex school mates, most people wouldn’t care how each of us would turn out in 10years time. For me, I’ve been avoiding the chance to meet most of them, especially people I’m not that closely acquainted to. If I don’t talk to you, it probably means I don’t want to know how you’re doing or anything that happens to you, unless, if you’re going six feet under, I probably wouldn’t be too compassionate or friendly towards you. I’m just being honest here. I’m mean, I’ll admit it. Shoot me if you care to.
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The irony I suffer. I need social skills too, to be able to be successful in my career.
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I don’t feel as comfortable as I want to be around people I don’t know, though I wouldn’t exactly call myself shy, I would like to be more sociable. I find myself to be a pretty daring person, in terms of speaking my mind at times. I think I’m approachable, am I? What does one say to somebody they don’t know, and at the same time make yourself stand out from the rest. I’ll probably figure it out one way or another.
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What will become of me in the future?